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Lord My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul, 04 August 2025 Monday, Memorial of St. John Baptiste Marie Vianney, Priest Numbers 11:4-15 <*((((>< + ><))))*> Matthew 14:13-21
On this feast of our Patron Saint, John Baptiste Marie Vianney, I praise and thank you dear Jesus for the gift of vocation to the priesthood; thank you for calling me to become your priest; thank you for the courage and strength to accept your call; most of all, thank you for your patience in me despite my repeated sins and failures as your priest. Onn this feast of our Patron Saint, John Baptiste Marie Vianney, I pray to you Lord Jesus our Eternal Priest to give me a big heart, a heart so wide to welcome everyone and life's many challenges.
When Jesus heard of death of John the Baptist, he withdrew in a boat to a deserted place by himself. the crowds heard of this and followed him on for from their towns. When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd, his heart was moved with pity for them, and he cured their sick (Matthew 14:13-14).
O Jesus, only a heart so wide like yours can take those kind of "beatings" - to withdraw in silence, perhaps cry in silence, to be hurting alone with the pain of the suffering and death of a brother in ministry; you bore all our pains and went straight to the Father to find solace and strength for the terrible news nobody else would really feel nor understand; make me a good, loving brother to other priests, Jesus; on the other hand, despite your grief and sadness, you did not drive away the crowd so eager to have you in feeding them with your words and teachings, in healing their sick notwithstanding the pains you have in the death of John the Baptist; where did you get that kind of immense feeling of oneness with the crowd that when you saw them, your "heart was moved with pity for them" and cured their sick and eventually fed them not only with your words but with true bread!
That is why I pray for a bigger heart as your priest, Lord Jesus - a heart so big to willingly accept and bear every pain and hurt in your name because only a wounded heart like yours can truly sing of the joys and pains of living, of the sense and meaning of serving, of the healing power of your love.
Forgive me, Jesus, when many times I feel like giving up, complaining to you like Moses in today's first reading, hurting deep inside when your people could not see and realize all the good things you have been doing for them; hence, I pray for a big heart to bear the pains and disappointments of your people even if they are not reasonable nor valid at all; most of all, give me a big heart, Lord, because according to St. John Baptiste Marie Vianney, "the priesthood is the love of the heart of Jesus." Amen. St. John Baptiste Marie Vianney, Pray for us priests! Amen.
Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II, Our Lady of Fatima University, Valenzuela City ([email protected]).
