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The Lord Is My Chef Daily Recipe for the Soul by Fr. Nicanor F. Lalog II Thursday, Third Week in Ordinary Time, Year I, 30 January 2025 Hebrews 10:19-23 ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> + ><}}}}*> Mark 4:21-25
Many times, O Lord Jesus, I feel you "hide" from me not because you are avoiding me but simply because you want me to find you. And be surprised because that is how it is really with you and the Father and the Holy Spirit: you want us to experience that sense of awe and wonder of Jacob in Bethel when he dreamt of your stairway to heaven that upon waking up, he cried out in joy, "Truly, the Lord is in this spot, although I did not know it!" (Genesis 28:16)
Many times in the gospel you have asked those you have healed not to say anything about you to anyone but the more they talk about you, dear Jesus; and this is what you are telling us today, that we cannot hide a shining light or lamp; any good will always shine will always be known and be seen. And that is YOU, Jesus.
When I examine my life, I have experienced many instances when you, Jesus, had broken through the surface after being "hidden" for a long time deep within me; and what a joy until now especially when I am confused, when I feel alone, when I see nothing but darkness, that is actually when you are "hidden", waiting to reveal yourself in the simplest occasions, giving me with "more" even though I already have received so much from you just in finding you! Grant me the grace, Jesus, "to approach and seek you with a sincere heart and in absolute trust... let me hold unwaveringly to our confession that gives us hope for you are trustworthy as I rouse one another to love and good works" (Hebrews 10:22, 23, 24). Amen.
